Gumboot dancing

All these women who have found their own voices; some in mini-skirts or muscle shirts with bold tattoos, the asperity of age, the wondering silken glow of teenage seekers, the dreadlocked permaculture amazons hoping for longevity, the mothers in crumb-filled vans and...

Exposed

How much more naked can I stand when the clothes are long gone and the skin feels transparent and all these organs do their work without my help?   Why do I feel that the stripping has barely begun, that new places of exposure are waiting, that while there is...

Shame

Not shame, oh no, couldn’t it be anger or trauma improperly stored or some deep sadness with more noble qualities?   Shame is so embarrassing. The nose-picking quality, the finding out that really there is a bigger piece and I want it. The fear of...

Dangle

When does it shift? How do I find the version of the song where my mouth can tingle in silent appreciation of others’ music? How do I stop the yearning desperate willingness to share the tumult of my words, these offerings of vibration with the hope of...

Seized

You cannot engineer this birth: the waiting is necessary not as a condition or a chiding but simply a fact of body and life.   You can ignore it in the bustle of the season, moving through your house or lack of one with a great intensity of nesting that you may...

This Pandora’s box

This Pandora’s box is being emptied, fearful angry ravens fly out screaming and my son says that sounds normal. And really, that is how a raven sounds when it is freed from a trap that it made for itself without realizing, so it screams with some shame and...