Letters from Brazil

These excerpts are from letters to friends in Canada during our trip to Brazil in April and May 2012 April 15 For the past few days I have felt the urge to tell some stories but have not known where to start, and certainly not how they will end! But the uncertainty is...

Winter solstice

Dark days – literally – with the winter solstice tomorrow. We are all sleeping more and I feel the enfolding quality of darkness, a season of wrapping up, keeping close, making room to brood and ponder and prepare for clarity by making space in the night....

on cells

Fluid and burning oxygen. Fire to act in a system of open river. Movement within stillness. Acknowledging the pain in my muscles and the spacious open freedom in the cells. Like Gaia conscious of all her trillions of manifestations, I can send love and good intention...

becoming

There is so much “becoming” energy in my life right now – the children growing weekly, the business changing, my body changing, the landscape melting… I can embrace all this flow without letting mind move ahead. Can let the mind focus on...

on freedom from pain

Allowed myself to briefly want – really WANT – freedom from pain. Am so schooled to think pain is inevitable and that wanting freedom from it is somehow immature, misguided, even selfish. And yet I am able to hear that lesson – that pain is...

mountaintops

I realized that these “mountaintop experiences” are about briefly seeing a variety of other peaks… and noticing the broad and obstacle-filled and pastoral valleys. We descend and play in the fields and get lost in the fogs and ascend again, sometimes...