by heather | Apr 10, 2011 | Reflections
Realized I have so many ideas and interests and desires – have been feeling the need to prioritize and get clarity – but an image of mosaic tiles around today. I can polish and place each tile with care and precision without concern for the pattern –...
by heather | Feb 4, 2011 | Reflections
Found a connection today between guilt and longing, as if the voice of judgment was a weir or floodgate. I realized a tidal wave of longing underneath the sense of not doing enough. A healing wave, as if the guilt and judgment were washed aside – a broken gate left...
by heather | Jan 7, 2011 | Reflections
Just wanted to say thanks to the folks at What’s Up Yukon for inviting me to write some time thoughts at the changing of the year. See below for the link. Not sure why but the formatting needed spaces to display properly. After all that, here’s the...
by heather | Nov 27, 2010 | Reflections
I know that we are to clear the mind, allow for experiences of awareness without thought. But there is also an understanding that learning to “unleash” the mind – to let thought and imagination and vision practice running hard, just as we run the...
by heather | Nov 27, 2010 | Reflections
I have been wrestling with the demon of responsibility lately, learning to live in a new kind of trust that seems “irresponsible” but is really a radical act of accountability.. trusting that the survival needs will be met, that we can lose and gain and...
by heather | Nov 27, 2010 | Reflections
This is not about falling in a hole but just falling to ground… Nausea, fatigue, gratitude, sadness, quiet. Caretaking, caring, being careful to tend what is here. Uncertainty about flight but willingness to stop looking ahead, to be with what is here. Learning...
