you too

If I die today, the unborn daughter stays in my cells and books not written lose their grip and all the cakes I never baked remain uneaten.   My sister’s baby never lived to meet its aunt, the tragic travelling never happens, the plane flies without this...

Mirrors

I want someone else to say what a good girl, what a bright light, what a lovely sweet presence … or to hear it in my soul so completely that there is no room for cold.   I am looking to be seen as if the mirrors could capture the sun and intensify my need...

Dreamsong

The peasant woman wears black and seems old and might be wise but is certainly afraid. She points to the very narrow door, speaks a terrified warning as if it’s a secret: there is someone screaming behind that.   She urges me to flee and so I do, but tell...

Contractions

There is no thorn in my foot, for which I am grateful, but a dozen or more small prickles make walking hard … this is the season for soaking my skin, drawing out the miniscule wounds, inviting new cells to play at healing.   This day is for wallowing, sand...

Heal the being

Heal the being with that precious name so that the nameless god-one can dance here, can rumpus in this body, cause a ruckus with this life in unexpected tastes and colours.   Let the story of the body-holder shift, draining away like unnecessary nectar or...

Hiding

Damn right I am hiding, putting myself in plain view under this cheerful shrug, these tolerant wrinkles … unwilling to clasp hands for a communal dive off the cliff, unwilling to cackle in public or cause the sharp disillusionment of innocents.   This...